We almost had 20 years....

This Saturday would have been your 20th birthday!   Honey the day you were born was the happiest day of my life.   I miss you dearly.   Watch for the balloons... they are coming your way on Saturday.   We are trying to heal but it seems to get harder instead of easier.   Just know I love you more than anything and I always will.   Love Mom

Struggling

It seems I've been struggling a lot lately.   I guess 1 emotion triggers another and then it's all downhill from there.   Nana says I don't cry enough, but I try not to cry in front of her because I don't want her to worry.   Some things never change!   So I'm danged if I do and danged if I don't!   We went to the cemetary and put sod down on the grave.   It was just a mud pit and it looks so nice.   There are 2 nightlights now, one for you and one for Coach Ham.   Thought you would like them they look like golfballs on a tee.   Wil, Brookie and Lizzie have decorated the tree beside you with plenty of football Easter eggs!   They enjoy doing that for you.  We all miss you my precious son.