My Valentine

Bo,
Jen and I went and place flowers on your grave on Saturday.  It was hard for both of us!   She misses you!   Life is not the same and it never will be, but we get through it together.   There is a beautiful "Sun Stone" on your grave.   Not sure where it came from but is sure is lovely.   I find comfort there which is so not the norm for me.   I've always not been much on the cemetery but somehow it's different now.  I love and miss my valentine.   Mom.

Weather and Moods related?

All the rain and snow is getting to me!    A week of sunshine and I'm sure I wouldn't be so gloomy.  I'm ready for spring now!   Roxie is ready too!   She would like more walks and less of the shivering!   Poor puppy has been as depressed as me.   She still loves to lay on Bo's bed, but she missing having him there with her!  Maybe we will have sun by the weekend.   Come on SUN!

Things are still raw

After 2 months, do things fade? Do the feelings of emptiness go away. I can tell you no. Emptiness is always there. I can smile and laugh. Do I feel guilty, sometimes, but he wouldn't want me too. If anyone loved to laugh and be happy it was Bo! So my goal is to smile everyday even through my tears.